Mini Rant for The Day

Ok, I was trying to creatively explain my thoughts and feelings right now and it wasn't coming out right so I'm just going to be blunt.  I'm retarded sometimes and (I'm going to blame my frontal lobe right now) and because my frontal lobe isn't fully developed and I can't foresee the future outcome of my decisions I sometimes make bad decisions that, at first seem like its all going to be good, but then end very badly.  As a result of this I'm embarrassed and let down. . .but I guess its okay that I still can't really feel anything and I have this Great Wall of China wrapped around my heart.  So thats my mini rant.  The End.  Peace and Love.