Sunday, January 17, 2010


Well my lovely Timmer went to this church event thing today and was able to have his phone all day :D So I got to talk to him a bunch.  We discussed a lot of things and I am really happy that we're on the same page.  We are going through the same thing and thinking about the same things, and it kinda makes me feel better knowing that.  I can't really go into too much detail at the moment because I'm not sure what I'm allowed to say so I don't get him in trouble.  But we're trying to fix the problem at hand.  I always feel so much better after talking to him, I fell reassured that its going to be okay and how much he means to me.  I love this boy and I seriously have since the first time we met.  I don't know if he realizes how much he means to me just like I might not realize how much I mean to him. . .but I know what we have is special.  He makes me care about things and people. . .when I normally wouldn't and would just give up.  He makes me want to live.  He's probably the one thing that keeps me going when I don't want to or don't think I can.  So whats wrong with that?  If I'm happy and safe.  Thats right. . .nothing.  I know myself better than anyone else and I know when something is good for me.  Timothy Evan Manchester Jr. is very good for me :D