Sunday, May 2, 2010

Two Weeks

Well. . .i'm single again lol.  Ryan and I lasted all of 2 weeks lol and then he broke up with me.  He expects relationships to be like the movies where its love at first sight and everything is perfect. . .oh well.  It wasn't a bad break up, we weren't even fighting, he just came over and told me he didn't want to be in a relationship with me anymore.  He still wants to be friends and I have mixed feelings about that, but we'll see.  I'm not really upset because I wasn't head over heels or anything near it. . .we were seeing each other for 3 weeks.  So you win some, you lose some.  When one door closes another one opens.  I'm sad because I was happy being with him, and I like being his girlfriend, but he didn't like it.  He says he likes me, he loves spending time with me, kissing me, talking to me and all of that. . .he just doesn't want to be in a relationship.  Idk. . .it sort of makes sense and it sort of doesn't.  Its all good though.  I can still do better and its not like there aren't already people out there that DO want to be with me.  :)