Stressful Day

Mood: Content

Weather: Won't freakin' warm up yet

So today started out as a pleasant, normal day.  I went to college this afternoon, got an 85 of my bar and beverage management test, was the only person to participate in my psychology class, flirted with a certain someone ;) and went home to study until my Anatomy and Physiology test that I had tonight.  Well I was home for about an hour before my parents got home and brought the mail, I had two letters from FMCC.  The first one I opened informed me that I had gotten all the english credits done in high school and I was no longer required to take english, so I had to go see an advisor to, once again, drop the english class I was in.  I was quite happy about that because I don't especially like my english class and its really my only source of homework.  The only thing that upset me was that I had just finished writing my paper that was due thrusday for that class. . .what a waste lol.  Then I opened the other letter.  It was informing me that I was failing a class because of attendance, mind you I haven't missed a day of school yet this semester so I was very confused and concerned.  Well it turns out I've been attending the wrong class so far this semester.  Somehow on the first day when I had to check this bulletin board if any of my classrooms had changed I somehow got the class room wrong but ended up in the same class, at the same time, just with a different professor.  So I immediately drove to the college to try to get everything straightened out.  I was able to drop my english class no problem and they told me I should be able to just switch into the class I've been attending without a problem but the advisor had to get in contact with my professor and the dean so I'll find out more about that tomorrow.  So that relieved a lot of my stress but by the time that was all done I didn't really have any time to study for my test.  It was 90 questions of hell, half were easy and I know I got them right where the other half were quite hard and I'm unsure, I should also get my grade for that tomorrow as well as my sociology test I took last week.  What a day, at least its over and I can go back to flirting with that certain someone.  Peace and Love all. 

Rat Disection for Anatomy and Physiology

So I meant to post this like a week and a half ago, but I procrastinate :P Well about a week and a half ago I had to disect a rat for my anatomy and physiology class.  In high school I was never good with disection, but I decided I have to do it to get through these classes so I'm just going to have to suck it up.  My lab partner is this little asian lady, I believe she is from the Philippines or something, but I'm not sure.  She doesn't speak english very well but I really have to respect her for coming to this country, learning english the best she can, working and going to school to make a life for herself.  She is really a sweet lady.  Well we had our rat, I named him Max, and I was doing some of the initial cutting, then I asked her if she would like to do some.  Instead of using the scissors or the scalpel thing she just starts peeling the rat like an orange!! lol We both laughed about it as she continued to tear the rats skin off.  Surprisingly, disecting the rat wasn't really that hard.  Other people had really fat rats, and one group had a pregnant one with little babies inside, they were sooo cute!!! Anyways, thats my disecting story.

I Want To Be. . .

I want to be your everything.
I want to be the exception to the rule.
The answer to your prayers,
the answer to every wish you've made upon a shooting star.
I want to be the one to hold you in my arms every night.
The last face you see before you close your eyes,
the first kiss in the morning.
I want to be the girl you've dreamed about.
I want to wipe your tears away,
and kiss away the pain.
I want you to trust me in every way possible.
I want you to give me your heart,
and i'll give you mine.
I want to be the reason for the beautiful smile on your face.
The reason you wake up in the morning.
I want to be the woman you grow old with,
your last great love.
I want to be your everything, so please be mine <3

Prince Charming Part II

Mood: Creative

Weather: Cloudy and cold dammit

So after discussing this with several people I've come to the conclusion that my Prince Charming is dead.  Yes it is very sad, he died in a tragic Dragon Slaying accident. . .he was in fact eaten.  It hurts me to talk about of course, because the love of my life, though we have never met, is no longer with us.  But alas there is still hope, because there is always a second best and the next in line to be Prince.  Though he is not really my Prince Charming, he is still second best and will work just the same.  So my quest has not yet ended, I am still in search of Prince Charming. 

Yeah well. . .You know.

I'm going to keep this short.  Jason and I broke up, big surprise.  I don't know why I ever expect any of these things to work out when they never do.  There must be something wrong with me because not every single one of these guys I go out with can be as horrible as they seem.  I'm broken, something I've known for a long time.  I should just give up.  FML.  The end.