Monday, October 17, 2011

College: Nursing Program

Alright. . .here it goes: I've decided I don't want to be a nurse.  I am not continuing this program following this semester.  I am way to stressed out all the time to do this for two years, my body aches, I have headaches and I just feel sick all the time.  Not to mention that no matter how hard I try I can't seem to do well.  I have to have a minimum of a 78 overall in order to get into nursing II. . .I honestly don't even see that happening.  Which is heartbreaking because I've never been unable to do well in a class and I work harder at this than I have ever worked for anything else.  I can't handle the stress, I don't want to be a nurse, and I highly doubt I will pass.  Truth is, I don't really know who I am or what I want to be when I grow up.  I hate admitting that and it scares me.  I'm almost 20. . .time is going by so fast and I'm sitting here spinning in circles.  I think I'm going to transfer to SCCC next semester for either liberal arts or business and get a full-time, or almost full-time job.  *sigh*

The Costumer :)

Mood: So far so good, but I haven't had class yet :P
Weather: Cool, windy, cloudy

 So I got the job at the Costumer.  I'm working at the big corporate office where they do all of their shipments for shows, alteration, retail, and office work.  They're starting me out in wardrobe and they will move me around as needed.  They had me work at the Colonie Center store yesterday and I loved it.  I almost wish I could just stay there :P.  I saw several people I know there, which is strange because its about an hour from where I grew up and went to high school :P  I'm just glad for something different other than restaurant work.  Wish me luck :)