College: Nursing Program

Alright. . .here it goes: I've decided I don't want to be a nurse.  I am not continuing this program following this semester.  I am way to stressed out all the time to do this for two years, my body aches, I have headaches and I just feel sick all the time.  Not to mention that no matter how hard I try I can't seem to do well.  I have to have a minimum of a 78 overall in order to get into nursing II. . .I honestly don't even see that happening.  Which is heartbreaking because I've never been unable to do well in a class and I work harder at this than I have ever worked for anything else.  I can't handle the stress, I don't want to be a nurse, and I highly doubt I will pass.  Truth is, I don't really know who I am or what I want to be when I grow up.  I hate admitting that and it scares me.  I'm almost 20. . .time is going by so fast and I'm sitting here spinning in circles.  I think I'm going to transfer to SCCC next semester for either liberal arts or business and get a full-time, or almost full-time job.  *sigh*

The Costumer :)

Mood: So far so good, but I haven't had class yet :P

Weather: Cool, windy, cloudy

 So I got the job at the Costumer.  I'm working at the big corporate office where they do all of their shipments for shows, alteration, retail, and office work.  They're starting me out in wardrobe and they will move me around as needed.  They had me work at the Colonie Center store yesterday and I loved it.  I almost wish I could just stay there :P.  I saw several people I know there, which is strange because its about an hour from where I grew up and went to high school :P  I'm just glad for something different other than restaurant work.  Wish me luck :)

What I Learned In Nursing School Is. . .

 

Its not as bad as it looks, I swear.  :P We are learning about inserting catheters and we thought it would be better if we had an actual person instead of a penis sitting on a pillow :P I love how hands on nursing is lol.

Living With A Boy: CJ Part II

Mood: Stressed to the max

Weather: Warm Fall day :) 

There are lots of things that my boyfriend does that bug me. . .lots.  But whenever he does something new that drives me crazy, I always explain calmly how it makes me feel and why he shouldn't do that.  Its after the first time that I bitch and nag about it like any other female :)  For example, the other day I asked CJ not to leave the dish cloth all wadded up on the sink after he is done using it because it will start to stink and it won't dry. . .He swore left and right that he doesn't do that and he always hangs it up.  Okay, fine. . .Well this morning, guess what I found?? 

Dish cloth all wadded up on the sink. . .AND!!!!. . .

A wadded up dish towel. . .

I have proof dammit lol!  <3 ya babe, regardless. x