Due Date

So I went to see Due Date with Gabby and Creighton the other night.  It was pretty good, but not amazing.  I thought it would be as funny as the hang over, but it wasn't.  It was comical, but it really didn't have us laughing all that much.  It's definately quotable and regardless entertaining.  :)

Besties

This is me and my bestfriend Gabby lol.  I was having a bad day, but as soon as my lovely friend showed up she had me laughing and smiling.  We decided to go to chinese and a movie just like that lol but we didn't end up going to a movie.  I love you Gabby <3

3 Years

So yesterday was the 3 year anniversary of the worst day of my life (a.k.a Jessie's death).  Every year on that day I go to the cemetary to talk to her, I do the same on her birthday.  I didn't cry at the cemetary like I did last year, instead I cried the entire way home.  It still hurts.  It's still surreal.  Not a day goes by that I don't think about her and its just especially painful on the anniversary because all the memories and emotions come swooping back to haunt me.  RIP Jess, I love you. 

You Give Me Butterflies

Pictures Say A Thousand Words

Make a Wish

I wished upon a shooting star. . .and then I met you <3

Yiruma - River Flows in You

For you. . .this will always be our song even though we never declared it as that.

BAD DATE

So I've been meaning to post about this for a little while now, but I procrastinate.  Anyways, I went on a date with this guy a bit ago and it was AWFUL!!!!!! We first went to get coffee, and everything was going just fine.  He seemed like a really nice guy and we were getting along very well.  Then we decided to go and hang out with my girlfriends.  We first went and hung out with Ashley.  Immediately I noticed that he was trying to mimic our personalities, but he was overdoing it so he seemed really fake and kind of annoying.  At first I brushed it off as him being nervous and just trying to fit in.  It only went down hill from there.  He was very affectionate, but that turned into him being way too touchy feely where I had to push him away and everything that he said made me hate him more.  When I told him I wanted to go home, he kept making excuses not to until my girlfriend had to save me with a phone call where she said that her boyfriend just broke up with her. . .Love my girlfriends.  He finally brought me home and I hung out with my girls for the rest of the night.  When I got online that night I told him that I wasn't interested in seeing him again and I took him off my friends on facebook, 10 minutes later he sent me a huge virus that almost crashed my computer.  He had told me before that he was a big computer nerd and knew how to send viruses and stuff, but I didn't think he would do it to me just because I wasn't interested in him.  Luckily I have another friend that is really good with computers that was able to help me out (Thanks Rich).  So that was my bad date. . .ughhh!!! Men Suck. 

Sara Bareilles - King Of Anything (Dedicated To You)

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see
You’re so busy making masks with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.

Praise The Aqua Buddha