The Journey to Me: My Blog

I'm contemplating deleting this blog. . .no worries.  I plan to start a new blog, perhaps with a slightly different theme.  

Lately, I've been all about letting go of my past and recreating myself into who I want to be.  This hasn't really been entirely easy or fun.  Especially since its still pretty foggy in here.  But I've done a lot of changing: gotten rid of my piercings, moved to cities, changed jobs, deleted facebook, changed my number, etc.  I've had this blog for over two years now.  There is a lot of my in this blog. . .which makes me want to delete it and start over, but it also makes me want to keep it.  So another possibility is that I will "end" this blog, and start another one.  An end to one part of my life, and the start of another. :) Comments are appreciated :) 

The Journey to Me: Religion and Beliefs

Mood: Confused, frustrated

Weather: Absolutely beautiful today! Warm! Felt Like Spring!

I'm sure that all of you know, well any of you that know me or follow my blog, that I am not very good at making decisions at sticking to them.  I've been to two colleges, two majors, not at either right now.  Lets not say how many "boyfriends" over the years :) K?  I may have changed my hair style and color a few times, and even the style of my clothes.  But hey, I'm getting there :) Well. . .another thing I can't seem to figure out and make a decision on is what I believe in.  I want so much to believe in God, and all the heroic stories of Jesus and his disciples.  But its hard for me.  I've expressed my doubts and people told me to read the bible.  Maybe I made a mistake in skipping right to revelations (sorry, I guess patience isn't my strong point either!) but it seemed too much like a science fiction novel.  I'm not trying to offend anyone here by saying this, just sayin'.  I'm just afraid of making the wrong decision.  Especially when apparently they are this important.  I remember hearing about Satan too!! and we sell costumes for him at The Costumer :) . . .Just Sayin'.  Anyways. . .I just have a hard time believing a lot of the things I'm told.  Perhaps part of it, I don't want to believe.  I don't understand how people of different beliefs feel just as strongly about their faith as anyone else, but only their religion is the right one.  Everyone else is wrong?  So because they were taught wrong they are going to hell?  I don't like that.  I don't care.  I just have a lot of problems with the whole religion thing in general.  I'm curious to know, without offending anyone, what do you believe?  Even if you're an atheist I would really love to hear what you believe and why.  If you are comfortable, post a comment below, and it can be anonymous.  Maybe it will help :) 

****PICTURES COMING*****

I HAVE PICTURES OF MY TRIP TO GEORGIA/ALABAMA/MISSISSIPPI, LOUISIANA, AND MY TRIP TO BOSTON THAT WILL BE UP SOON!!!!!!!! I'VE JUST BEEN SO BUSY WITH MOVING AND TRAVELING :P BUT I PROMISE ONCE I STOP PROCRASTINATING AND AM ABLE TO PUT INTERNET IN MY APARTMENT THEY WILL BE UP :) THANKS FOR READING <3

I've Been Naughty. . .

Mood: Cautious

Weather: Cloudy, but warm (got sunburned earlier today :P)

So I really don't have a good excuse for why I haven't written in so long.  I could say I have been busy, which is true (the last two weeks I've spent without access to a computer in georgia, prior to that I spent most of  my time with my new boyfriend *blush*, friends, and family.  I've had some stuff going on lately that I've been dealing with and I've sort of been avoiding the computer.  I feel that a lot of unnecessary drama comes from the use of it. . .but a lot has happened and I am going to update you immediately!!!!!!!  But I do appologize for being so careless and not taking the time to update.  I also appologize to anyone that doesn't read this post before any of the updates. . .because this is already old news :P Anyways, enjoy :)

Goal Reached!!

So my 5000-hits-by-Midnight goal was reached!!. . .as far as I know :P At midnight last night I wasn't exactly at my computer to check. . .no I was brining in the New Year the right way :) but when I checked this morning, I had well over 5000 hits so I will assume that I reached it haha!!  HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE AND THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME GET 5000 HITS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

ATTENTION!!!

OKAY SO MY GOAL IS TO GET 5000 HITS BY 12:00 AM ON JANUARY 1, 2011!!  I HAVE BLOCKED MY IP ADDRESS SO THAT IT DOESN'T COUNT MY VIEWS, OTHERWISE I WOULD BE WELL OVER 10,000 BY NOW :P  SO I NEED MY READERS (YES YOU) TO HELP ME REACH THAT GOAL :) THANKS A BUNCH AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

Comments

I was just informed today that my readers were unable to post comments on my page.  This was due to my third party template that I uploaded, but I just wanted to let you all know that it is fixed and you can now leave as many comments as you want.  Happy reading :D

Books

Okay readers, I need suggestions!!!  As you all know, I love to read.  My new crazy is historical fiction taking place in medieval europe, but I've been having problems finding good ones.  I read PILLARS OF THE EARTH and WORLD WITHOUT END by Ken Follett and I was kind of obsessed but I need something new.  I'm reading THE CRIMSON PETAL AND THE WHITE by uhhhh Michael Faber I think. . .lol it takes place in Victorian London.  Its pretty good so far but its not medieval europe.  Help???

Just Want To Know

Just want to know what you think of my blog set up, the gadgets I have, the color schemes and what not.  I've been putting new gadgets up over the last few months and added another one today.  Do you like them?? Let me know.  Love Comments from people that aren't just trying to start shit

Readers

Well I don't believe anyone is reading my blog...I believe I am writing just to vent, which isn't really a bad thing but I would like to have or at least know if I do have readers lol especially because I AM THE ONLY ONE FOLLOWING MY BLOG.  So this is for you, if you are, in fact, reading my blog leave a comment.  I'm not totally sure how you go about doing it.  My mother said something about needing MY email. . .I'm not sure why that would matter but my email is punkbabe_rockerchick@yahoo.com
so do this for me. . .if you are reading this, and I hope someone is, leave a comment right here.  You don't have to say anything in particular, you can just say hello.  Thanks!