Last Concert

Last night was my last high school orchestra concert. . .rough!!! I started crying in the middle of "Send in the Clowns" and I couldn't read my music so I was playing from memory while sobbing.  Then Mr. Milman made a short speech and announced all of the seniors and I cried even more. . .and I cried even more when the concert was done.  Strange however, today was my last day of school and I DID NOT shed one tear.  I don't really think its become real to me that I am done with high school. . .it probably won't until graduation.  I think besides the fact that we were all crying, our concert went well and it was fun.  Wish me luck on my surgery tomorrow.  I'm a little worried about my tongue because I have to take my tongue ring out and your mouth heals very fast so I might lose my piercing. . .which would suck but I probably won't go and have it done again.  I hope that if I take it out at the last minute and put it back in as soon as possible I might be able to save it.  We'll see.  I'll let you know how it goes as soon as I'm up and running again.