War

Mood: Thoughtful

Weather: Cold. . .It F**king snowed last night!!!

Okay think with me here:  I am a person, a human being, yes?  Are you?  I am a female, are you?  If not then you are probably a male, correct?  I have lived for 19 years, celebrated 19 birthdays.  I have a mother, a biological father, and a chosen (adopted) father.  I have an older step sister, a younger sister, and two younger brothers, though one of which I haven't seen since he was an infant (he is my biological fathers son).  I go to school.  I work.  I have a boyfriend.  I have friends.  I have hobbies.  I have emotions.  I have daily activities.  Sometimes I laugh.  Sometimes I cry.  Sometimes I fall in love.  I have pictures.  I have memories.  I have dreams.  I have values, and morals, and beliefs, and understandings, and ideals!  Do you?  We all may be different, and have different families, thoughts, feelings, reactions, ideals, morals, beliefs, etc.  But we all have families.  We all have a mother that gave birth to us, and a father that helped created us. . .even if they are no longer around or in our lives.  We have people we care about, and others that care about us.  We have memories.  We have dreams.  So what I will never understand is how one person could kill another.  I will never understand war.  How thousands of man can band together to go kill each other.  To kill another person.  Have you ever lost a person?  Do you know what it feels like to have someone ripped away from you?  I don't care who you are, those feelings are the same.  Think about if you lost your best friend?  Your brother?  Your sister?  Your wife?  Your boyfriend?  When we go to war and kill other people. . .who do you think we are taking away?  Someone's son.  Someone's friend.  Someone's lover.  Someone's parent.  Just like we are losing.  I don't know, I don't think I will ever understand the point. 

College Orientation

Okay, so I just got back from college orientation. . .and I had soo much fun.  I met so a lot of really cool people and I can't wait for college to start.  I'm feeling a lot more at ease and confident about it now.  
So this goes out to Jake, Maddie, Elana, Audrey, and Kaity because you guys rock and I can't wait to hang out again once college starts.  It was great, and I registered my classes.  I'm taking:
Intro to psyche
Intro to philosophy
Math for the Liberal Arts
Theatre appreciation
Western Civilizations I
My earliest class is at 12pm :) and my latest ends at 5:15.  On fridays, I'm done at 1:50.  I love my schedule.  All in all, it was a great time and I can't wait to move in August 22.

P.S Tomorrow morning I am leaving for Georgia and I will be gone for 2 and a half weeks.  My grandmother DOES NOT have internet, which totally sucks but I think I'm going to be pretty busy anyways.  So I will not be posting any blogs, checking facebook, email, or anything like that.  If you need to contact me, I will have my cell phone so if you know the number. . .if not. . .sorry :)  Love you guys, and I'll update you with news and pictures when I get back August 15th. 

People

Okay, this goes out to all the people that feel the need to leave rude comments or click "hate it" on something just to be a prick.  I'm sorry that you don't have a life.  I'm sorry you don't have friends, a job, school, or anything that keeps you busy and makes you happy.  You must be really bored and lonely if you can't think of anything better to do than to comment on my blog.  If you don't like me, or you don't like my blog. . .why waste your time reading it?  You must have a lot of free time, but you know what. . .go ahead.  Comment on my blog all you want.  Click "hate it" as much as you want.  If its keeping you off the streets and away from drugs go ahead.